I pondered in my mind of whether or not I should even post this but hey, this blog wouldn’t be what it is if I didn’t. Yet, I’m still holding back from saying certain things until its time. Anyways, there are things some people fail to notice which is a person’s true character. These days everyone claims to have sharp discernment or if you’re a believer in Christ, some are known to be prophets, seers, etc. However, for those of you who believe they know a person by their actions and couldn’t be more wrong, clearly can’t recognize a disguise although it’s right in front of your own eyes.

I tell people ever so often that I post what I want people to know. It’s 2024 and it’s baffling how people still believe they have someone figured out based on what they post. I often post about interests, randomly, or something that needs to be addressed whether it pertains to me or not. Throughout the years, random and not so random people have tried to “correct” me or give an opinion on how I should express myself. Again, I won’t be silenced by someone who’s ignorant of knowing all facts before taking upon themselves to address me. That’s like me telling a personal trainer how they should train their clients when I have no knowledge on whatever plans they’re utilizing. Make it make sense please.

I won’t lie, lately I haven’t been posting much about Christ (I’ll be back at it soon). I’ve tried making a couple of platforms about all things related, experiences, etc. but it seems like people only want their ears to be tickled with blessings and prosperity. Which is fine to some extent (i.e. encouragement as well as terms and conditions that requires being obedient to God etc.), but my way of witnessing isn’t the same. I didn’t preach hell, fire, and brimstone all the time neither although hell is a very real place. Yet, I was being chewed out left to right from Saints to Aints to I don’t know why they even have complaints and all in between. The way I presented things either came off as “too harsh” or “not as in depth.” Honestly it was disheartening especially knowing my intentions were only meant for good. Besides there’s more than enough “feel good” messages out there to pass along for generations to come. No applauses needed, just going as I was led.

But to you the reader or whoever needs to read and take heed to this, don’t let these flawed people bully you out of your calling and what God has instructed you to do. We are not here to please anyone, no one can promote you but God, and don’t be ashamed of your past mistakes especially when God has forgiven you. I can’t tell you how many times people have called me “unqualified” in one way or another. I can’t tell you how many times people have tried to call me a “wolf in sheep clothing” for posting scriptures alone though I never gave anyone a prophetic word nor false hopes knowing it was a lie. I can’t tell you how many times a person has given me one look and automatically dismissed me because I didn’t have the money nor clout most is out here chasing whether they want to admit it or not. Nor can I understand for the like of me how some can’t comprehend that God can use people right where they are, and He prunes and mold them to what He will have them to be! God knows what each individual needs and how long their process will take. It’s up to us to be willing and obedient.

I’m not going to sit here and try to prove myself to anyone except for God and I would suggest you do the same. I have my flaws and most of them are visible whether you see me in person or take a stroll through my past posts. Some I might’ve deleted from conviction, others will remain there so that in hopes someday if someone is looking for encouragement, they’ll see the growth. They’ll see the mistakes, the foolishness, anger, struggles with forgiveness, idolatry etc. They’ll see a person whom God is extremely patient with and gives undeserved grace and mercy to! They’ll see a person who had to go through some things whether it was by the foolish decisions I’ve made, or tests and trials I had to face which happens to every believer at some point. Nevertheless, it is all to build my character and help someone else.

So, no, you won’t see a perfect platform, rather you will see me for who I am. Others can do as they please, others can pretend to be perfect, but we all are struggling with something. I won’t pretend to be shiny or polished on the outside while harboring trash on the inside all while trying to sell a false image to people who are seeking real help.

God bless and thank you for reading! 🙂